in general, if i want to accomplish anything i need some purpose. i can’t just enjoy the process. i am trying to enjoy making this quilt just for the fun of making it, but i can’t stop wondering what i am going to do with the quilt. it’s a little bit like my feelings about fall. i always say i don’t like the fall because it comes before winter and i hate winter. but, while walking with wallace in frick park the past few weekends i’ve come to realize i actually love fall. i’ve never been able to live in the moment long enough to just enjoy it and i’ve always been focused on what is coming next.
i am also not loving the way this quilt is looking right now, which isn’t helping. but, i have decided to carry on. if it ends up looking strange and ugly, oh well.
here is a photo of wallace helping me quilt. this is a short, weird post, but that’s okay too.